30 May 2006
I still run, I still swing open the door... I still think, you'll be there like before.
Never thought I'd be in this placeIt's someone else's life I'm living
Wish I were living a lie
The hardest part is when the bough breaks
Falling down and then forgiving
You didn't kiss me goodbye
I'm choking on the words I didn't get to say
And pray I get the chance one day
(chorus)
I still run, I still swing open the door
I still think, you'll be there like before
Doesn't everybody out there know to never come around
Some thing's a heart won't listen to
I'm still holding out for you
I can hear you smile in the dark
I can even feel your breathing
But daylight chases the ghosts
I see your coat and I fall apart
To those hints of you I'm clinging
Now's when I need them most
I should get up, dry my eyes and move ahead
At least that's what you would have said
(repeat chorus)
Bridge:
Faithfully, I trace your name while you sleep
It's the only true comfort I feel
I still run, I still swing open the door
I still think, you'll be there like before
(repeat chorus)
~ Still Holding Out For You, She Daisy
CSI - Niaoniao
Disclaimer: Not for the weak hearted, pregnant ladies and bird lovers...
The Victim - Picture taken the night before its death.
Stats:
Baby bird
Right eye blind
Picked up by a human being on 22nd May 2006
Found dead by the same human being on 30th May 2006 when she wanted to feed the bird
Food taken since 22nd May 2006:
Plain Water
Wholemeal Bread Crumb
Milk (stopped)
Worm (new)
The Crime Scene
The Investigation - Worm diarrhea; indigestion; food poisoning?
Baby bird
Right eye blind
Picked up by a human being on 22nd May 2006
Found dead by the same human being on 30th May 2006 when she wanted to feed the bird
Food taken since 22nd May 2006:
Plain Water
Wholemeal Bread Crumb
Milk (stopped)
Worm (new)
The Crime Scene
The Investigation - Worm diarrhea; indigestion; food poisoning?
The Murderers - Me, My Dad, My Mum and The 2nd Worm (The second worm we fed niao niao yesterday night; the first one was two days ago).
Niaoniao Is Dead...
This is me typing live... as I'm crying... niao niao is lying in my lefthand.
I've just called my dad... dad said we've alr done our best so dun cry, stupid.
Best is not enough then?
First time I cry till liu pi ti and I dont bother to wipe...
I alr know the cause of death... I dunno if it's a sudden thing or niao niao's fate has alr been determined when I found it lying in a pool of ants or...
Si wo hai de mah?
Is it me?
Is it me?
Is it me?
Maybe if I've left it there, niao niao's mama will come and find it and save it from the black ants?
Maybe it's not dead? Just in a vv bad shape?
Maybe if I try feeding it some water it'll wake up?
It's not moving. Its neck is all loose. Its feet all clench up. Its wings are stiff.
It has been a short but lovely time with u niao niao... We'll get u a nice shoe box with lots n lots of tissue so that u can rest comfortably k and we'll wait for dad n mum to come home and send u off together... although I really dun believe u r gone and I really dun want to let u go...
29 May 2006
Suayi and The Seven Apusians [Chapter One]
Once upon a time, in a faraway corner of a tiny red dot country, there lived a girl called Suayi.
No, Suayi was not a native of the faraway corner; she traveled all the way from the other faraway corner of the tiny red dot country to get herself prepared for an examination next day.
At the crack of dawn on that very fateful day before the examination day, Suayi left her hometown, the other faraway corner, and headed towards her destined destination --- the faraway corner.
Her love was worried and thus they traveled together. However, her love had no choice but to bid her farewell at the Buona Valley as he had his own destiny to follow... As they said their last goodbyes, her love gave her a powerful item that would help her quest to overcome the examination the next day.
A card that could make photocopy machines spit out papers!
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Yay~ I finally started on the "MI4" thingy that happened to me around the period when I was having my last paper. It's a longggg story and I don't think I can finish everything in a single post... SO! I'm making it into a story! Hahahaa I will slowly write... so you have to slowly read k ^^
25 May 2006
So Dark... The Con Of Man.
Do I love it or love it? I love it!!! The movie is so overrated though. I left the cinema thinking: I'm so going to read the book again!
I can recall the front part pretty well as the movie followed the book quite closely. But I was in a "language slang shock" when "Sophie" spoke ha... so funny!!
"Take a look at what's inside your pocket."
When she said this, I couldn't help it but relate her to the little Indian girl who wanted to buy pigeons for her brother going on a journey in the visa commercial... and the actress also reminds me of Liv Tyler, the mouth area.
Sigh... why cant they find someone more suave for "Robert Langdon"???
Guess what? I find "Silas" more appealing lor...
Wait wait wait. HELL NO! I'm not into SM or whatever torture fetish FYI. Read the last sentence to know my feelings for him...
I like sad stuff (esp sad songs)... To me, the feeling "sad" can be such a beautiful thing.
And if you read the book, the depth of the feelings btw "Bishop" and "Silas" is OMGLY so touching... it's like they only have one another and they are truly grateful to have found each other.
These are from my (ST)memory of half a year ago k... I'm starting to forget a lot of things. That's why I wanna read the book again!!! The bloody movie left out detailssssssss... argh. It was the details which made the book so nice to read!
Drama! I demand a Da Vinci Code dramaaaaa... eh not Tom Hanks pls.
22 May 2006
I'm Totally BBB-ed
I'm Back,
I'm Broke, and
I'm a Bird nurse now.
Yesssss, I'm back from KL retail therapy and I'm totally broke... Hmmm I've never felt so poor in my life before! I'm not THAT broke actually. Maybe it's just the mere thought of spending 400 sing dollars on a 3 day KL trip makes me feel broke haha.
This afternoon, I heard the ice-cream man's bell and had this sudden urge to eat an ice-cream. So I got downstairs, but I couldn't find the ice-cream push cart. Instead, I found this stunned bird lying near the wall in a pool of big black ants.
How can I leave it alone!!! Dunno what the hell those sucky ants are doing to this poor little thing... Thus, I brought it home, made it rest and fed it some water. As for now, it is resting in a shoe box (those big comfy sports shoes kind) with towels and bread crumbs... but it is not eating! I cannot find its eyes either... think it is still a baby?
I dunno!!! How how? What should I feed it with??? Isit normal for it not to flap its wings and try to fly??? How should I care for it? *is in paranoid mode*
19 May 2006
Quickie
Yea... a real quick one cause I'm really dead from the aerobics dance class just now (first session). I'm so so so so so tired, that I wish I can just flop onto my bed and ZzzZzzZzz... BUT I haven back my bag!!! Just started gathering the "materials" while deciding which bag to dump them all in.
AI --- YESSSSS~ Taylor is in the FINAL TWOOOO!!! Wohoooo~ got the news from Gwing in irc :D cause I was sweating and gasping for my oxygen... the teacher made us move NON-STOP for the whole one hour!
Ok I'm drifting... YES YES YES Taylor~~~ Wohoooo~ Elliott poor thing nyaa... not that I care about him XD It's like so close yet so far... No choice... Katherine is chio-er (more pretty) and got the sex appeal mah.
Sex or no sex appeal, I WANT TAYLOR TO WIN! But I'm a really suay (unlucky) girl. Those previous seasons right, all the contestants that I rooted for ended as runner-ups... You tell me suay ornot?
Except for first season cause I never watch -_____-
Aerobics dance --- As I mentioned earlier, the teacher worked us for the full hour... however! I didnt... hahahahah IF I really follow her e v e r y movement, someone will have to bring me out on a stretcher after class. It's impossible...
Anyway, she's really cool. Me and rs were speculating that she should be in her forties, late forties...? And her body is like w o w. If I were to use food terms to describe, (chickens, pork, beef, whatever la) it's tough lean meat.
*sweeps a look at my mama*
Haha! So different! I still love my mama~ she's the best! Most prob the teacher cant cook well and chews on raw veggie XD
Okidoki time to pack finish my bag and ZzzZzzZzz... got to be ready by 655am ^^ Mr Junwei sending the three of us to the Golden Mile place.
Byebye Spore~ and Hello KL~ for 3 days!
15 May 2006
MC
I got MC for the MIA here k. Hahaha… Ohnoes… looks like I owe u guys a lot of updates! I got valid reasons horrrrrrr... so dun any oh how horrrrrrrrrrrr me.
Number one, exams remember?
Number two, I had to pack 3 years worth of stuff (rubbish, according to my mum) from my hostel room, move them back to my pasir ris home sweet home to rejoin my parents, 2nd sista and darling cat – mimi, and squeeze the 3 years worth of stuff/rubbish into my alr full room… The impact was catastrophic. See for yourself! I'm only showing u my room lor… I didn’t take any pics of the things in my living room… *headache*
Number three, I cannot connect to my dumb broadband despite having superb skills of screwing my two CPUs. See me screwing my CPUs... took out the chip from the old home CPU to put into my sch CPU :D
Luckily, JY came over and helped me with my computer ^^ He reformatted my com, pulled out CR-RW drive, 256RAM and 40GB harddrive from the old CPU... and put all of them into ONE CPU~ wohoooo~ so now I have TWO CD drives, 80GB of space and 512 RAM~~~ Thanks JY!!! See JY @work :D
Number four, I was too engrossed with the election – being a responsible and sensible young adult who is deeply concern about what kind of future the election 06 holds for us so as to have a roadmap drawn out, not only for myself, but the local society as a whole for the next five to fifteen years. Coz every "holy" vote matters mah... Okok I get that look on your face… ignore me lor -____- I’m just trying to sound chim(deep) here.
10 May 2006
In Donny's Room
Donny! aka Mr Don! Thanks for lending me your cosy little room (along with laptop, music, charger and all else~~~) while u go lalalalala (KTV) and and and of course not forgetting the MI4 artistic performance you did to save this damsel in distress (me) yesterday!!! I'll type out the MI4 script sometime later... keep your eyes glued to the screen oh. Darn exciting I tell u.
Why I titled this "In Donny's Room" u ask? Sounds nice right? Like a chapter to a story ^^ Haha, what? Nononono, I'm not going to tell u the dirty little secrets he has hidden in this cosy little hostel room of his... I'm not the ungrateful kind k! Although... Shhhhhhh.
Ohya... I'm finally back in business!!! Blog business I mean. My last paper ended 1 hour ago~ kinda drowsy and sleepy now... butbutbutbut it's so rare nowadays for me to be online! Dumb router at home + IT idiot me + always flying around the world 2nd sista = no internet for me, in turn leads to no blog updates for you. (BHB leh... as if a lot of ppl read my blog haha)
Okay, that's all for now... I go RnR (rest n relax) lo~~~ or maybe go dig up more dirty little secrets... nah no lah, like I said I'm vv ethical (pui) and I got integrity (pui) one k, as evident (pui) from the number of different tests (pui), samples (pui) and procedures (pui) undertaken to analyze my moral... of course I wont do such things!
In case u r wondering, I'm pui-ing the audit terms.